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♥Loves

ADIDAS!!
CAMOE SKIRT!!
MY NEW HP!!
NASI LEMAK!!
MY FRIENDS!!
MY FAMILY!!
CHATTIN!!
LURVE TO MAKE PPL SMILE!!
TAKING PICTURE!!
I LURVE TALKIN CRAP!!
PLAYIN POCKER CARDS
MY BESTFREN EVER!!

♥Hates

I hate BITCHES!!
I hate LIARS!!
I hate PPL HU TALK BCK!!
I hate KEREKS!!
I hate PPL HU SHOWIN OFF!!
I hate PPL HU STARE AT MIIE W/O ANY REASONS!!
I hate PPL HU COPY MY STYLE!!
I hate PPL HU ACT PURRFECT!!
I hate to WAIT FER PPL WEN DER LATE!!
I HATE TO LOST MY THINGS!!
I HATE ANIMAL DAT VERI FURRY-FURRY!!!!!
I HATE PPL WHO HATE ME W/O ANY REASONS!!
I HATE PPL WHO HAVE NO RESPECTFUL TO OTHERS!!
I HATE PPL MAKIN UP STORIES!!!

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Thursday, January 31, 2008



Todae was total BORED!!
zylyna was absent :(
So,i was quiet juz now as cynthia was busy sleeping..
& zhen yuan keep on disturbing me..
nk ajak gurao ar tuh.. :)
Bt,the lessons ar ouhkay..
Ive started to listen to every subject..
ACtually,i dont wann to..
bt,wen i knew dat all my frenz start to do it,
so,it influence me..
Aqilah,Nadyra,Shiykeen(all my ex-classmates),started to start with their stuff..
English Supplementary at LAB D..(comp lab)..
YEAH!
bt,zhen yuan nvr go cuz his hand injured.. :(
cynthia also nvr go cuz she go to NAPHA,fer art students.. :(
SO,IM ALONE!!!!! :(
Basically,i was SILENCE juz now..
except fer singing la..
i love singing in class..
everywhere la..
it makes my STRESS RELEASE :)
so,if u hear me singin,
means im trying to RELEASE MY STRESS..
gord rockies meeting bt i never turned up ..
cuz i nid to go fer thailand meeting..
its on 9 march till 13 march..
CANT WAIT!!!
Gonna hav lotz of fun..!! :)

[A.D.M.I.R.E]

MY ADMIRE was absent :(
Hmmm,MISS HYM SMILE..!!
NOE WAD.?
actually,the smile of hym la dat makes me admire hym lotz.. :)
Bt,he treat me differently nowadays..
i dunnoe y..
*sad*
MISS HYM BADLY! :(
HE'LL ALWAEZ BE MY ADMIRE..
(SSSSSHHHHH)

+*-Wherever u go,Wadeva u do..-*+
+*-I will be right here WAITING FOR YOU-*+
+*-Wadeva it takes,or how my heart breaks-*+
+*-I will be right here WAITING FOR YOU-*+ :)

writtern @3:48 AM

Monday, January 28, 2008



Take ht & wt fer p.e lesson..
Woah.!
my weight increase & my height decrease..
haha..
ELLA2!!
Den we practice our basketball dribble.
mr tan asked us to go in grps according to our HOUSE T-SHIRT.
kebetulan,im wearing ATLAS..
SO,same grp as hym :)
HAPPY!
Physic BASTARD! Pity zylyna,Mr yeo keep on aiming on her..FUCK SEH!HATE HYM!
SEPAK MUKE GY NEWZEALAND!
After school,buy rice & HE also buy rice..den eat with me.. :)
HAPPY!
Den buy water,also the same.. :)
HAPPY!
Ouhkay,STOP IT LA NABILAH..!!!!
go library,chit-chat..den go recording rm..
with din & aqilah..
den kena HALAO with the t'cher..
FUCK.!
due to many ppl inside..
Go & hear NAZ & FALLAH beatz..
style!
they gord teached me too la.. :)
DEN go canteen,i was singing..
'USAH LEPASKAN' loudly,..
& FIRDAUS said,'WOAH! MCM ANUGERAH!'..
den i looked at hym,he smiled..
den i was really SHOCKED!
IT WAS THE FERST TYME HE TALKED TO M E SINCE WE BOTH BREAK UP..
haha!
THEN,i sing 'HATE THAT I LOVE U' TO HAFIZ & SHUKOR..
Then,suddenly,FIRDAUZ accidentally go & pushed me..
DEN I WAS LYKE..
'ASAL SEH NIE??'
EVERYONE LAUGHS AT ME..!
PAISEYY..!!!
:)
A-D-M-I-R-E
WOAH!
I admire hym lotz sehz..
i mean,i juz cant see hym smiling..
SERIOUSLY..!
i will FAINT!
HE SO SWEET LA WEN SMILING..
& HE IZ SO GENTLEMEN..!
LOVE THE WAY HE ARE.. :)

writtern @3:46 AM

Friday, January 25, 2008










IM kinda HAPPY todae.. :)
ferstly,about the training juz now..
we played 'CAPTAIN BALL'..
& abg faliq was dere too.
Bt,my captain grp alwaez LOST.!!
my team players iz,ALIF,IZZA,HUDA,GICO,RID & I.. :)
Bt b4 we played captain ball,
we nid to jog around the parade square & basketball court & netball court..
TIRING!,of cuz.!
bt i enjoyed myself la..
long tyme nvr run.. haha.!
after dat,sprinting fer 3 rounds ..
THIS TIRED.!
BREAK FROM 10-10.45..
Rid hav started talking to me & layan me :)
& i very3 happy..!
thanks RID fer ya understanding!
& of cuz,the rest of the funky nutz layan me,as usual.. :)
i really miss 'em..!!!
HMM..
nid to go home fast todae at 1pm cuz hav family gathering..:)
so,i said to iqah dat i cant prac at 1pm..
so IQAH & SHAHIDAH 'tuitor' me til 12+ & huda..
den,do some breakdancing with the boys & funky nutz at rifle range :)
Adam teached me some new things in breakdancing..
alif too..
Den,played 'ONE-TOUCH BALL'..
player-ABG JAMYL,ADAM,ISK,HAFIZ,DIN,JASON,RID,AQILAH,HUDA,SHAHIDAH & I..
FUN..WE PLAYED,'MONKEY'..
BT ONLY CAN TOUCH THE BALL ONE TYME..
IF 2 TYMES,
DEN MUST BE THE MONKEY..
SO,EVERYONE WAS LYKE SHOOTING THE BALL HARD2..
DEN I NVR SHOOT THE BALL HARD,
SO NID TO BECOME MONKEY..
HAHAHAHHAHA..!!
THE REST(ALIF,IQAH,FAEZAH,ERLINA,I-SYA,FAZ) DOING THEIR OWN THINGS..
THEY DON WANNA JOIN US..
ITS A ENJOYABLE DAE LA..
SHAHIDAH GORD TELL ME SOMETHING..
BOUT HER SECRET MAYB..
KK,I WONT TELL ANYONE SHAHIDAH..:)
OUHKAY..!
I NID TO GO NIW..
CHANGED CLOTH & BATH..
GO FER MY FAMILY GATHERING :)
BYE!!

writtern @11:45 PM



Im in total confused..!
why must ridhaufi say such dat..
im so,..i feel really down..
seriously,i nvr ever 4get hym or my grp..
bt he said dat ive changed..
i start to ferget hym or the grp..
i start not to loiter around with hym or the grp..
i start not to making jokes with hym or the grp..
RID,u really nid to understand me..
i really feel lyke cryng wen u said dat to me..
no,im juz,feel sad la..
bt i noe dat u wont noe how i felt..
& u will never ever see the tears of mine..
cuz i nvr let my tears down in front of u guyz..
its alwaez behind u guyz..
not only u guyz,datz include all my frenz..
nvr see my tears b4..
i'll nvr let u noe how i felt..
& i'll nvr show it..
i tried my best to be alwaez with u guyz..
bt,at the same tyme,.
i also nid to hav my prac wit the lil nutz..
ouhkay,RID,diz iz juz fer dancework alryte..
after dat,i promised u dat i will go baq to u guyz..
I PROMISE!
im sorry if i offended u alryte..
so,do entertain me or LAYAN me if u walk pass me..
& i really miss ur jokes..!
u guyz surely go to FINALZ!
good luck alryte!! :)
im happy fer u guyz..!
I MISS U GUYZ,FUNKY!!!
& I LOVE U GUYZ!!!
MUAACCCKKKXXX!!!!!!!

writtern @2:46 AM

Tuesday, January 22, 2008


Hey!
ReAlly bad dae 4 me..
Yesterdae,really no mood,
cuz,
angry with my fren's attitude..
& secondly,
my hp kena CONFIZCATE by mdm diyana.!
todae!!!! 22/1/08,tuesdae,
WAlao! It was lyke everydae my bad dae!Hmm,Got prefect meeting den sing bufdae song fer khairul anwar cuz yesterdae is his bufdae,so,
HAPPY BUFDAE!
rUSH TO d&t room & mr chua taking us!
yea!
GEOGRAPHY!
i ate in class,it was my mistake!
cynthia gave the sweet to zylyna,me & zhen yuan.
THANKS CYNTHIA!
MRS hon said,the 4 person @ the baq,
show me your tongue.
FORK!
Zhen yuan quickly swallow the mentos.
cynthia finish it up quickly.
zylyna go & spit it to her skirt(CRAZY)!
& ME,!
STILL GOT IN MY MOUTH..
im DEAD!
SO mrs hon asked me to throw dat sweet away..
lucky she asked me to throw..
if she bring me to office,
IMDEAD!
PHYSIC!
nid to go to physic lab...
do experiment..
i partner with zylyna whereas cynthia & zhen yuan partner..
FORK!
I DROP THE MIRROR..
& NID to pay $0.50..
luckY $0.50..
if not..WALAO!
SORRY SCHOOL..
SOCIAL STUDIES..
no one listen..!
cynthia sleep.
zhen yuan lie on the table..
i & zylyna chit-chat.
& the rest of the class doing their own things..
it was at humanities room..
aiyo..!
miss ng,i dun understand wad u talking la..
in class,
everybody lyke,always singing..
aiyoo.!
one dae,my class all join in singapore idol..!
FORK zaki.!
he said,'NABILAH,U HAV THAT VOICE,BT,I DONT WAN TO SEE UR FACE!'
wad sia..!FORK HYM..!
den he leh..keep singing the same song..only the 1st word,'SENYUMAN!'
WAD SEH..@!
lupe lyric kape bang..?? haha..!!
argh!
i nid to catch up..
im slacking in every subj.
i keep on not doing the homework t'cher gave..
& keep copying others..!
haiz!
last yr not lyke diz..
mayb this yr,
the subj & t'chers we gord,all lyke wad..
cuz all new t'chers mah..
haiyaa..!!
gord dance prac...
izza not feeling well..
keian dier..
parents go malacca,malaysia to take my grandparets dere..
till now havent go home..
brodha meet frenz..
i left alone in diz house..
argh!!
SCARED!
bt a bit only la..
cuz i hav my computer to accompany me.. :)
tuition straight away after dat..
TIRED!
REALLY!
CANT FOCUZ 100%...
HMMM..!
IM JUZ TOOOOOOO SSSSTTTTRRRREEEESSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!

writtern @5:00 AM

Friday, January 18, 2008














Diz pictures are taken yesterdae,180108,fridae..
Yesterdae gord CCA RECONATION DAE..
Hmm,all of th nutz crew wear our NUTZ CREW shirt la..haha.!
Go baq to class..
Maths lesson,Mr lian gave baq our maths paper..
I get 13 out of 25..Hmm..!
JUZ PASSED!
Chemistry sucks! Everybody playin her name & everyone LAUGHS.!MDM HOOOOOOOOOOOOON..!
HAHA..!!
MT?? was really WADEHELL..!
I nvr listen a single thing!
Need to giv the office $100 cash fer payin up the Thailand trip :)
Many ppl said dat there will b firedrill..,Bt,DONT HAVE..!
SEPAK MUKE GY NEWZEALAND AR.!
There's practice while the freekzy & funky nutz prepared to go to ngee ann..
I,SHYDA,IZZA,bath at the school,while the rest juz changed..
Take cab(ATE KATE,IZZA,DIANA,SHYDA & ME)..MS NURUL BLANJA..:)
while NADYRA,ATYRA,IQAH,MURNI & RIZA TAKE MS NURUL'S CAR,..HMM..!
MY SPEC LEFT AT DANCE ROOM..!
SHIT..!
NEHMIND,FERGET IT!
FREEKZY GORD 1ST(AS USUAL,THEY R GOOD)
FUNKY GORD 2ND(SUPERB)
LYNN,AZIZAH,AIN,JANNAH,AZRUL,RAIS,SHAMIL,HARIS WAS DERE TOO..& SOME OF THE JYIANS..

ARGH,TODAE,190108,SAT..
guyz,i nid to go to kampong..gonna miss th picnic with nutz crew & contemp..!
HMM...!!!!!!! :(

writtern @8:25 PM

Thursday, January 17, 2008




170108,THURS..
photo-taking.. :)
selected fer THAILAND TRIP :)
IM IN TOTAL STRESS!!
I juz dunnoe y..
im bz with my subj.,t'chers,eyes,tuition,frendship..
Diz thingy keep playin in my mind...
& of course,i cant ignore 'em..!
SUBJECT???
it's worse..!
i dun understand physics & chem..
it was a forkin subject to me..
& so iz sosial studies..
Y..???
TEACHERS??
ya..! bcuz of the teachers..
they r all talking crap..!
they cant make the subj.interesting..
&,i noe they r all new t'chers..
bt,...TSK2!!
EYES..??
my eyes was superb 'BUTA'!!!
& i NID TO WEAR DAT SPECS WHICH MAKES ME HEADACHE..!!
TUITION..???
tuition iz alwaez CLASH with my dance prac..
& i nid to hav make-up lessons..
& it was so tiring..!!!
FRIENDSHIP..???
Diz iz worse..!
a lot of stuff bout diz..
bt im not gonna tell the whole story..
everybody was cryin due to missing of frenz..
& not comfortable wit new frenz..
hmmm..!!
grace said dt she miss nadyra..
so i said to her,
'grace,i also miss my old frenz,bt lyfe hav to go on..
& u nid to find a replacement of her..'
i say back,
'i ferst tyme also feel dat way..
bt,i think twice.. & i nid to find replacement of all dat 5 gurls of ours..
& ive found it..
ferstly,i was not so comfortable..bt now,100% COMFORT!!
ive found 3 of 'em..
>Cynthia
>Zylyna
>Zhen Yuan
diz 3 iz my good fren fer now..& they helped me if im hav any probz..
Thay r wonderful..& they colours baq my lyfe to a cheerful Lyfe..
i really thanks 'em lotz..!!
Love u guyz!!! :)

Seriously,i m not a honest gurl..!! i regret after doin dat..!!
Im so sorry..! I will not goin to tell wad i did la..
Im doing dat so dat i can help... & i doing dat not to hav any bad intention..
bt a good INTENTION aite..so,DONT GET ME WRONG..
IM A HONEST WANN ACTUALLY :)

writtern @3:57 AM

Wednesday, January 16, 2008



TODAE,160108,wed,...
Im so not in the mood..
because of..
lotz of things la..
& juz now was real bored!!
Everybody was reall get so serious & i dunnoe y..
Hmm..
btw,YOU'VE CHANGED..!!
i dun lyke la..
i also dunnoe,den suddenly,YOU lyke not 'talking crap' to me..
i juz dont get it..
& YOU r lyke,trying to avoid me.
ouhkay,seriously,I DONT UNDERSTAND..
nehmind la..
DERE'S surprise test on maths..
Hmm..
bt mr lian iz kind..
he let us to memorise..:)
Juz now,was so KECOH choosing the class TEE..
ALAMAK..!
no one wann black & dat orange..!!
bt i lyke it..! :)
WADEFORK!!
Dinie & Zaki was really 'LOVED' by me..!!
They r the wann who always cheer me up wen im not in the mood..
& i laugh NON-STOP..
u guyz noe la..
How dinie & zaki iz..
They r really a GOOD JOKER..!!
MR JOKER & MR STOINK..!!
HAHA..!
THANKS to both of u..!! :)
Mr ee was drawing wad i dunoe..
its look funny..
& i laugh..
haha..!
lyke robot seh..!
Den everybody laugh at his drawing..!!
Hmmm..
Datz all guyz..i juz hav no mood to type now..
To many things around my mind..
I juz nid someone to really understand me..
& do make me LAUGH out loud & make me smile..
datz all..
IM SO STREESSS OUT..!!

writtern @1:02 AM

Saturday, January 12, 2008




Tok din will be coming to repair my computer.My connection iz sucks nowadays.Lucky i hav my pakcik who noe how to repair it. :) My mom keep asking me & my bro syafiq to clean up the mess in my room.So,we cleaned up,but my bro cleaned up the most.I juz on the fan for hym & take a rubber band to tie those wires.
I was about to eat the Nasi Lemak dat my mom buy for me,den someone called & asked me to go to school to take a paper.Den called back & say no need.Aiyoo!!Cuz huda take ald..KECOH AR!!
At night,around 8+pm,my father take Tok din & reached my house around 8.30..REPAIR3,& the connection iz ALRIGHT now..!! YAHHOOO..!!Thanks Tok din! So i chat with zylyna,Faezah,Nazurah many more la..HAHA..!!At 11pm,im so tired of sitting down,so i stand & see outside the window..Ald get fresh air,den continue playing the comp.
ZZZZZ!!! So sleepy,bt yet i still online & now the tyme iz 2.45am..My bro iz busy with his XBOX to add ppl..HMM...!! & i slept at 4am..

writtern @11:06 PM

Friday, January 11, 2008


I THOUGHT dere's mass workout,bt THERE'S NO WORKOUT! IMDEAD..!! PAISEY SEY..!! cLASS AS USUAL...zHEN YUAN BRING A FAKE SPIDER & SCARE ME & DEN SCARE CYNTHIA & ZYLYNA..THE LOUDEST SHOUT IZ ZYLYNA..HAHA..FUNNY LA SHE..!!

recess!!

NADYRA WANTED TO HAV IT WITH US,BT ATYRA WENT TO OTHER TABLE,DEN NADYRA ALSO FOLLOW,HAIZZ..! after dat,nadyra tell uz how she flt with her class,3a1..she said dat she CRY DUE TO MISSING OF HER FRENS,LAST YR,THE 2A2 GURLS..SO I SAY BAQ LA,'ALA..NADYRA JUZ SAY ONLY BT IN HER HEART,DAT OPPOSITE..'' SERIOUSLY,I DUNNOE DAT SHE IZ CRYING..SO,I PUJOK HER LA..SO SORRY NADYRA! IM JUZ KIDDING..I CANT STAND TO SEE HER TEARS,....! REALLY SORRYY!!!!

AT NIGHT,I CALLED HER & HANG ON THE PHONE,QUITE LONG,ABOUT HALF AN HOUR PLUS..ALL TOPIC,I OPENED LA SEYY..!! SHE JUZ ANSWER & EXPLAIN..I NOE DAT,WEN ON THE PHONE,SHE'S CRYING..BT WEN I ASKED,SHE SAY DAT ,'NO LA..IT WAS JUZ A RUNNING NOSE..'..I DUN BELIEVE HER..

I TALKED BOUT HER RELATIONSHIP,HER NEW FRENZ(3A1),HER LESSONS,HER SUBJECT,HER TEACHERS,HER NEW LYFE MIXING WITH OTHER FRENZ, &&,LAST THING,I DUNNOE IF SHE WAS SAD & ANGRY OR WADEVA LA..CUZ I SAY STRAIGHT FORWARD BOUT HER ATTITUDE..I JUZ TRY TO BE HONEST WITH U..AS WE ARE OLD FRENZ..I ALSO,DO MISS MY OLD FRENZ WHICH INCLUDE HER..I DO CRY..BT IT'S ALL OVER WAD..LYFE HAV TO GO ON..I ALSO PITY HER LA..I CANT TALK MUCH WITH HER BT ONLY IN PHONE..CUZ SHE IZ ALWAYS DISAPPEAR..SO NADYRA,DUN CRY & BE HAPPY..!! :)

writtern @6:18 PM


Damn the arrangement of chairs & tables hav changed! Zaki planned & changed it yesterdae with mr ee..Its ouhkay la..I prefer new edition..As usual,zylyna & me sit behind..I dont realised dat cynthia is following uz..HHEHE..ZHEN YUAN SIT BESIDE ZYLYNA..wE DO MAKE LOTZ OF NOISE AT THE BACK..But wen study tyme,we get serious..Chemistry was FUCK! DUN UNDERSTAND a single of 'em..
After school,in a sudden,zylyna asked me y i AM NOT SO cloze to atyra..Seriously,ive no tyme fer all this frenship,enemies & wadeva..Ouhkay,i do realised dat im not so cloze wit her nowadays cuz she's bz with her 'o' level..So sorry to say diz la huh,she've changed after ...Ah,nehmind..Den izza asked the same question as zylyna..AIYOO..!! ouhkay,i treat atyra as fren,still,fer respect..IVE NO ENEMY AITE..!!!

writtern @6:04 PM



COUNTDOWN..!!
2008??

-PASS MY EXAM
-HAIR TREATMENT
-MEANINGFUL LYFE
-DECREASE MORE IN WT
-INCREASE MORE IN HT
-CHANGE STYLE
-OUTGOING
-OPEN-MINDED
-NVR HURTS PPL FEELINGS
-MEANINGFUL TO OTHERS :)

writtern @6:04 PM